this track was originally featured on the album DIRTWARD when utopia:banished was a solo / studio project
it has been re-arranged to get closer to what the band (as a band) is playing in their shows these days
lyrics
you don't know what I've been through
you don't know how I feel or do
I saw god and he was cold
like each human hull, each promise, too
nothing hurts more than a life with a reason
when I'm down it kicks me up and
when I'm high it takes me down again
contemplate my sense of balance then you can
draw soul, draw a life and make sense
fuck her without suspense
al this sound must be that loud so we don't hear the world break down
I don't like you
I don't even know you
there's really nothing that I have to show you
you smile the same like the people I hate
why should I go and make you buy one record
in my eyes you're dead, fucking hull you don't impress me and your stupid, fucking uniform doesn't make sense to me
leave me...
(I hope you all had a pleasant flight now take your heads between your legs and perish)
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